hello!!!!!!
chionging a post now. HAHA! :D

tiara's birthday chalet was a blast! :DDD
me, yy and farah did the usual stuff.
CAMWHORE! :D
and the plan to stay up all night kinda failed. :P

later going feli hse do hw.
hope can really do lor.
LOL.

ytd damn funny!
we the sjab ppl,
use the facebook message thing like msn.
LOL. we were like spamming other ppl's notification box. D:
but it was fun! sorry WEICHONG!
didn't mean to scare you. :DD

i miss evelyn!!!!!!
she go bck indo liao so sian.

8 more days!!!!!! to sjab chalet!
YAY!!!!! looking forward!
like feli said, COMPLETE MADNESS! :DDDDD
and congrats to the sec2s on completing BNCO. :D

ok really gotta go bathe liao. :DD
byebyebyebye! :DD

i keep my distance
but you still catch my eye.♥

marina bay sands was AWESOME! :DDD
the view damn pretty.
now back home haha! :D

but,
i don't know why,
i seriously feel like crying.
all the regrets suddenly start to overwhelm me...
darn it.

i promised...
so i'll do it...

hello!!!!!!
:DDD

steamboat that day with the sjab ppl was awesome! :DD
and really really noisy. and messy.
hahahaha. been a long time since my house was so crowded.:D
then played mahjong with alika, evelyn/miranda and guan.
then evelyn gave up to the pressure. hahaha.
so miranda took over.
was losing can!
until guan left and evelyn took over.
everyone started to win, and as usual evelyn kept losing.
evelyn! don't give up! :DD
then they all went home bout 8plus. :D
soehartien! we'll organize another one when you come bck k?
though that day will be a long time later. haha. :DD
MISS YOU ALOT! no one to bully when you're not here. :DD
although evelyn is a good substitute. HAHAHAHAHA.
but you're better. :D

i finished doing my emaths!!!!
YAY!!!! :DDDD
time for amaths. ._. can die sia.
and i havent done chinese! *jumps for joy*
watever luhh.

slept at 4am last night.
spent the whole time watching dramas.
i still am. :DDD
now watching lie to me. :DD
feel like watching 'the walking dead'.
but er... scared uh.
that day watch at home alr freak out. :X
now alone somemore.
anyone want watch with me? :P

my whole december is filled with sjab trng!
hai, neh mind neh mind.
GOOD LUCK TO PPL GOING BNCO&ANCO! :DD
won't die. :D will make it out alive.

k i shall continue watching shows. :D
byebye! :D

there's a million reasons,
for you to be happy.
take the time to realize what they are. (:

HELLO! HAHA. :DD
steamboat at my hse ytd! (:
with feli, evelyn, and alicia! :D
we prepared everything!!!
it was fun!!!!!
hahaha!
see alicia its not lame! (:
after that played mahjong with alicia and evelyn.
evelyn damn cute, keep giving herself away.
then went tamp.
JCO of course!
ate donuts and talked till bout 8 plus, and went home.
hai, alicia uh alicia. (:
STEAMBOAT NEXT TIME WITH THE OTHERS!!!! :DDDD YAY!!

today slack whole day:P
now i shall go watch my dramas! byebye! :D

i can't stand it, i really can't, i don't deny.
and i feel upset. with myself...

i know what it takes to move on,
i know how it feels to lie.
holding on to something i haven't got..

hello :DDD ytd was chi olevel, i think i screwed. :X
aiyah, suan le. T.T
then after that went pp mos burger, damn joke seriously.
GHEE IS DISGUSTING. LOL.

today was so slack. c
hem 1h30min, then 1h break :DD
then econs, cher nvr come, slack again.
15 min of oral, then slack again. LOL. :D
but now i must finish hw and study physics SPA.
I HATE PHYSICS SPA. ):

sjab chalet is confirmed!
but so many ncos cannot go!
FELI EVELYN ALICIA GO LEH!!!!!!! T.T SLEEPOVER LEH! T.T
SOE I DON'T LIKE YOU. DD:
if none of you stay, i also don't want stay le lor.
then whats the use of chalet huh?
and alicia, you think you funny uh?! -.-

i like love the way you lie part 2 (:
quite nice. not bad not bad. (:

my blog three years already sia! ohmy.
i didn't even know.
since p6!

and i'm slowly getting use to it(: yay.

i go do hw alr. byebye. :D

the best and most beautiful things in the world,
can only be felt in your heart.

hi.
HAHAHA!
my hands freaking hurts now after copying history. T.T
and i still have many many more homework to do.
including CHINESE. -.- forever sia.

anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUANZ! :D
haha, oh well all wishes given alr, so nth much to say.
thank god you like the presents! (:
and continue using the princess tag!

today mrs teo ask us whether anyone want work at winter times.
I WANT SIA.
but its everyday including public hols and weekends. siao sia.
plus i should focus on my amaths right?
yah i should. LOL. :D

ok needa chiong homework liao.

byebye. :DD

it just keeps getting better(:
love it♥

hihi!!!
CAN'T BELIEVE EXAMS ARE OVER!
but....
the next 2 days will be horrible. T.T
getting bck results. :P

today quite tired sia.
post exams of sec 1s.
run here run there.
and i hate council tee, damn thick.

i'm damn bored nowadays!!! sian sian sian.
i can actually play with my phone game for 2-3hr straight.
NO LIFE.

I WANT GO OUT!
hi soe. :]
HAHAHAHA. :D

TOP is HOT! :DD
2NE1 new songs are nice. (:
broken arrow, she said and firework rock. :D

i seriously seriously don't wan go sch tmr. T.T

and i have broken the record. (:
so glad.

cherish every moment before it becomes a memory.
because you never now how precious that moment may be to you.

HIHIHIHI!!!!
i'm dying from studying. T.T
just posting for fun. :P

i'm so going to go crazy after exams end!!!!
econs and a maths is driving me nuts.

k la i should go study alr.

byebye. (:

all alone at the crossroads.

THIS SHALL BE MY LAST POST FOR NOW. :D
I HOPE. (:

have been using com since morn.
gosh i'm such a SLACKER.
downloaded past paramore songs. :DDD
♥♥♥♥ paramore :DD

i don't know what to type bout.
cause nothing much happened....
oh joyce sent me this really sweet message. (:
its like, aww~
hahahaha. :D

ok la, i go bathe and go back pasir ris liao.
byebye. :D

i don't even want to turn around,
to see all the things you forgot about.

hihi. :D
i just read like all my previous posts.
LOL.
how childish was i?

anyway, wanted to study today.
but fail.
ended up using com. T.T
i have no concentration at all.
crap.
I LOVE JAYESSLEE'S VOICES!:DD
go search youtube. :D

TOOT, FELI!
find a day we go study!!!!
not much time left! T.T

ytd while waiting for ppl, i found out something.
ALICIA!! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU TYPED!
then went window shopping with feli, and my brothers. (one of them not so close de) -.-
both of them....
I SWEAR.
they are damn sweeeeeeeeeeet!!! HAHAHA! :DDD right feli?
then went home,
slept early, 9 plus.
woke up 8.45.
11 hours of sleep. :DDDDDDDDD
went tuition, was lateeee! sorry cher!
chatted with michy. (:
after it ended followed her to eat yogurt and then went home.
then here i am at my mother's house using com. :D

JOYCE! :D
UMBRELLA? HAHAHA!
cheer up okay!!! don't sad. (:
we promised to keep our problems aside for now!
and mug for exams!!! :D
and get well soon okay! :D

SOE! :D
when can we study together? LOL.

why do my juniors parents' just have so much complains!!
the bottles, camp too torturous, punishments too much,
EVEN SAYING THAT WE BATHED BEFORE THE JUNIORS?!
we didn't okay! we waited till they bathe then we did!!!
this is a false accusation!!!!!!!!
and if you're talking bout the day when they went for the course, the last day,
me and feli bathed cause we got drenched, and couldn't stand it okay.
fancy talking bout bringing this matter to MOE.
parents. sometimes they think they're right when sometimes they're just not.
the new generation is getting much more pampered man.
so many complains.

i don't ever wanna have the feeling,
of being accused for something i didn't do again.
NEVER EVER. i swear.
if i do, i just might explode.

i must seriously start studying!!!!!!

promise yourself to be strong
that nothing, can disturb your peace of mind.
no more ________

HIHIHIHI!!!!
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IS FREAKING FUN!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE SJAB SUDDENLY. :DDDD
lazy to go into details. :P
but it was total stress relief.
i swear i never felt this way for a looooong time. :D LOVE IT. <3
LOVE YOU GUYS TOO. ^^

sjab heritage race!!
success! (:
sorry sec 3 gals!
how i was behaving after the race.

today was fun too!
the zhenghe a bit boring though.
i don't understand.
all i can rmb is the guy jumping on the trampoline.
and...
they kept talking bout the guys' 'thing'
LOL.
went to bugis with sm, mishy, xiaokhor, biang, ghee, and guan.
then sm, mishy and khor left. SO SAD PANGSEH US. T.T
then the rest of us, with gezhi, jj, and qy went LAN.
MY FIRST LAN. LOL.
i played audi.
crap la, my fingers are not so active anymore.
i suck at audi now. HAHAHA.
LAN for 1 hour, then went home with biang, ghee and guan.
i swear we were noisy in other ppls' eyes.
LOL.
we were like trying to rap 'love the way you lie' throughout the whole journey on the train.
DAMN FUNNY LAH! all of rap till 'i can't breathe' then silence. HAHAH!
and we kept teasing how guan stutter. HAHAHAHA. we are evil.
then here i am blogging and fb-ing.

SORRY SOE AND FELI FOR LOCKING MY BLOG. :P
see its open alr. :DD

i haven't do ss, i'm so dead.
SOMEONE GIVE ME MOTIVATION TO STUDY AND NOT BE SO SLACK PLEASE. T.T

okay, that's all for today. (:

just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
but that's alright because i like the way it hurts.

haha.
okay.
wanted to lock my blog cause in case,
someone read a post they not suppose to read. :P

some private stuff.

so....

it seems okay, but is it?
what if i said yes, i hated her, what would you do?
you did a freaking test on me, asked ppl, and you found out.
suddenly reading my blog. great.
so you thought i hated her?
how would you feel,
if your best friend lied, and the guy you liked thought that you hated the girl he liked?
you would feel terrible, i swear.

i want to forget you.
but can't.

i will just try my very best to unlike you,
to spare me from all these shit.
so bear with me for now.

she's a nice person k, i know.
i don't hate her.
i say again, i DON'T HATE HER.
the thing is,
you've known me for quite a while,
do you really think i'm that type of person?
go and think.
i feel like i'm being accused for something i'm not.
i wouldn't hate ppl over such things.
nonsense.
some other ppl thinks that i hate her too.
great. awesome. thanks man.

all these things, gosh.
its just so freaking difficult to find ppl to say to.
some after telling them, they wouldn't bother.
the only ppl i trust are the sjab girls.
but sometimes, they wouldn't understand too.

this post is...
feel so relieved.

-this is edited esp for feli and soe. LOL-
its a summary. :P

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! CAMP IS OVER!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
HAD FUN!:D and i miss camp. O.O
love the juniors, they really really very very cute. :D
HAHAHA :DDD
thanks to juniors for making this camp a fun one.
thanks to NCOs for the joy fun and laughter. and the crapping.
thanks to brother for leading the 3 cheers. so touching. (:

anyway, gonna lack my blog for a while.
just a while.
if you want to gain access tell me. (:

2nd last day of holiday,
but no homework done yet. -.-
camp took up 4 days.
SO DEAD! T.T
whatever happened to the plan of completing hw on time and spending time making notes? ._.
darn.
i'm totally not in the mood to do hw at all lah.
someone, encourage me to do.

today whole day slack lor,
except for the 3 hours of tuition.
i shall start my hw now.
ya, i must. :D
k bye! :DDD
I LOVE SJAB! :D
..............
i mean just the ppl and stuff. YA.

hi!!! :D
tomorrow's camp like ohmygawd.
darn.
feel so unprepared sia.
everyone's feeling so stress.
hahaha.

AGI today.
saw the beast. -.-
sooooo irritating!!!!
and AGI is like....
quite fail lahhhhh.
so many ppl fainted!
chelsi fainted also! (my junior)
so bad!
all of us were like complaining bout AGI.
torture so many ppl.

i just love talking to other ppl, in a language they don't know. :DDD
talking to chelsi in tagalog was fun!!! :D
though i'm not really fluent. :P

went bck to sch after AGI.
feli tan!!!
you scare me la!!!!
after i come out from the toilet. -.-
then started cleaning the sjab room.
ugh.
SO DISGUSTING. T.T
my hand tio spider webs like don't how many times can.
idiot beast, make us do so many things. :P
ate macs. :D
SORRY MR TOH! hehe. (: for making you stay till so late.
now sleeping over at evelyn's hse. YAY! :DDD

tomorrow is camp leh!!!!
scared scared. T.T
i'm scared that beast come.
i'm scared of the officers.
i'm scared that....
alot alot. haiyo.

anyways, TODAY WAS FUN. :DDDDD
i declare that ALL TMS SJAB PPL ARE CRAZY.
it was so funny!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! :DDDD
although i always tease you all. hehe. :DDDD

now we're like making all the bed and stuff. :DD
so...
byebye! :DDDD

harlow. :D
bored. :D
didn't go tuition today. :P
down with fever. :(

spent the whole the slacking, playing iphone. :D
haven't finished homework.
things to do when i get home later:
1. unpack bag.
2. pack sch bag.
3. do chem ws.
4. do jianbao.
5. do econs ws.
6. ask ppl's advice on how to write narrative.
7. SLACK AND SLEEP.
:DDDDDDD

nxt week is chi prelim.
scared scared. :O
don't take can not?
haiyo.

soehartien, my tagboard is filled with your tags.
LOL. :DDD
ppl who read my blog, tag leh.
if not feel like only soe is reading my blog. :P

k time for dinner. :D
byebye! :DDD

HELLO!! :D
brithday over.
most fun birthday i've ever had i guess. :DD

thank you to all those who wished me. (:
thanks to biang, mishy, ghee for the big jar of sweets. :D
thanks to shawn, sm and shanying for the pretty shoes. :D
thanks to biang and xiaokhor for the multiple times of singing birthday song. :D
thanks to joyce, my hollow head friend for the card. :D so touching. (:
thanks to michy for the wallet and necklace. :D
thanks to the rest who wrote cards for me. :DD
thanks to my cousin and family, for puma bag. :D
thanks to my mother for hair clips, bracelets, hand bag, coach bag, slippers. :DDD
thanks to tita lezeil and tito bong for shirt. :D
thanks to SJAB ppl for the cake and the surprise of it. :D
THANK YOU! :DDD
LOVE ALL OF YOU. :D

the sjab cake thing damn joke lah.
i was like tying my hair,
then suddenly saw all of them gathering outside.
then they came into sjab room with the cake.
I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF TYING MY HAIR.
and i didn't dare go near the cake. :p

another cake today. chocolate also.
LOL.

can't wait for camp like seriously!:D
but also scared of it, not cause we're the ones doing it and stuff.
just.... don't know how say.

i'm addicted to glee songs!!!!! YAY!
and i finally finished watching season 1 alr. :D

i wanna go dwnload songs le. BYEBYE! :DDD

nicole :D
GLEE. :D

problems are never-ending.
after one is solved, another appears out of nowhere.
or was the previous one even solved?

hello. to whoever is reading.
now at miranda's hse using com. (:
soehartien can't find her specs so she is late. -.-
waiting for evelyn to come.
HAHAHA.

today last YOG duty!!!
i will miss it so much.
no more simon.
no more walkie talkies.
no more skipping classes.
no more tennis games for hours straight. D:
sian sian sian sian.
i don't want it to end. DDDD:

many things happened in the past few days.
seriously alot.
my tear bank has excess tears,
so it just burst out that day.
just seriously too much things alr.
bottling up almost everything.
this breakdown could make me last for a few months i guess.

oh evelyn and soe are here. :D
bye.:D

i'm sorry.
just sorry.
i'll just put it aside.
pretend like nothing happened.
but its no longer like before.
and i hate the feeling.
this year is just not my year.
everything is bad. ):

heyo!
hi soehartien again! :DDD
its 12.57 and i'm not sleeping.
i can't get into fb.
i haven't touched my hw.
INCLUDING mdm lim's hw.
and i'm like going out tmr.
I AM SCREWED.

i'm like spending my whole day watching glee!
i'm addicted. :DDDD
the songs are nice lahh!!!
:DDDD

still watching glee. (:
last one for the day.
then go sleep liao. haha. (:
so byebyebyebye!! (:

love, nicole

LMFH: 23 hours
NSHF: 4 days

hello! :DDDDD
SOMEONE please tell me where to watch glee online!!!
I WANT TO WATCH HAHAHA! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!! :DD

i can't wait for sjab camp. :DD
i can't wait for heritage race and recee. :DD
i can't wait for YOG duty. :DD
oh.
i just realised all are about SJAB. O.O
heh.

anyways. i have to chiong my chinese later.
what a holiday. -.-

my mother bought IPHONE.
but i'm like using it more than her.
ahahaha.

i think my blog post very random.

hi soehartien! i know you gonna read this.:DDDDDDDDDDD

I LOVE CEREAL.
I LOVE KPOP.
I LOVE SHOPPING.
I LOVE BUNNIES!
I LOVE BABY POOH.
I LOVE 3 alphabets.

gahhh~ i'm damn bored. ):
i can't think of what to post alr.
.............
k bye. :DDD

can't believed you asked.
LMFH: 11 hours
NSHF: 3 days 12 hours

ok here's a post. (:
but not bout syf.
need study. maybe will update bout it on sat or sun. (:
okay soehartien? (:

i officially hate physics. -.-
WENDY TAN. my goodness.
"when its filled to the bling..."
yah right bling, brim lor.
she was like doin acrobatics during lesson today,
and her hypothesis for the experiments were wrong,
if not, the experiments failed. -.-
ohya i forgot. she said, "chanzers." chances. ROFL. :D

okay time for some complaining.
LOL. no offence seriously. just want to let if off my chest.
shall not name ppl.
person 1- don't act like a princess. like seriously, you're sec 3. and sometimes, ppl are not finding fault with you or think you don't know. they're just saying it out loud for the sake of themselves. stop having prob with that. and since you actually agreed on using such a way to make a decision, why get so pissed when its decided to be you? if you don't like it, say it in the first place. don't make such a big fuss, and then ppl have to pacify you.

person 2- stop scolding me for something i didn't do on purpose. if you're not happy with helping me do things, just tell me. i can ask other ppl if possible. don't call me stupid idiot etc, and ignore me.

okay, mentioning these, does not mean i don't make such mistakes myself.
no one is perfect. but sometimes, we all have to know our limits. i know i also go overboard at times. SERIOUSLY NO OFFENCE. I WILL MAINTAIN THE FRIENDSHIP WITH THESE TWO PERSON. really cant find someone to tell, so i'm telling it to my blog.

okay shall end here.
byebye. (:

somehow, i don't know why, my hatred is getting deeper.
somehow, in a way. i feel that you're taking everything away from me.
maybe, i'm just over sensitive.

i really did not wan to know, even though i knew it long ago.
why did you all have to ask?
i was really fighting back my tears.
but... i know i must overcome this someday.
i can't seem to forget. even when i tried to convince, and even deceiving myself.
why do i freaking care so much.
the more i brush it off, the more i can't stop thinking bout it.
SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
when will i just wake up from this nightmare, which seems like a dream at the same time?

hiyo.
this blog damn dead.
hahaha.
and i hate the cbox.
so many ad. -.-

my results like shit man.
crap crap crap.
need to study, anyone wan study with me???

wed went to fetch laos ppl.
with biang, sm and xiaokhor.
then met jiaji and ghee there.
then they arrived.
FELI WHY YOU CRY SIA!!! LOL.
then gz's rocks got confiscated and he bought a knife. :o
all of us waited for him then went dinner with raihan too.
xiaokhor and biang damn funny sia. LOL.
his parents waited for us to finish talking then went home at bout 9plus.
talked with xiaokhor on the bus. HAHA.

ytd after trng went jco with feli.
talked abt everything, ate yogurt.
then went to buy a discipline book for sjab.
she almost wanted to buy a super ex one sia.
out of her mind. just for sjab. LOL.
then walked around T1 and went home.

ytd 91.3fm adam was talking bout the OCIP laos trip!
although i not laos de, but its our sch de! so very exciting lehh. :D

watching this show now population 436.
to keep the population at 436,
they stop ppl from leaving the town
and if new ppl comes, they will kill the extra ppl.
damn freaking sadistic. like wth.

sent this very random message to my frens.
LOL.
all say why so random?!?!
i wan be random cannot ah!! :DD

OCIP CAMBODIA ROCKS TTM~
love the team. (:
it was damn fun!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss the cambodian buddies!

ice cream session tmr yeah!!!(:

kay i shall stop here.
i got nothing to write le.
byebye.

hello!! :D
getting results tmr.
dun like.
cause confirm fail one.
so if i bad temper tmr, you know why.

today training was.......
okay???
first training after taking over.
not bad lahhh. :DDD

leaving for cambodia nxt monday. :)
excited and not at the same time.
idk why.

kk, veh lazy post liao.
byebye. :D

the secret's getting heavy to hold....

HEYO!!!!!!
finally posting le.
MYE WAS FREAKING HORRIBLE I SWEAR .
let's see.....
I THINK I GONNA FAIL 5 SUBJECTS! DDDDD:
wth.

anyway, ytd went to watch the back-up plan.
with the usual ppl. lol.
was damn sick but nice and sweet:D

MYE over, but damn freaking bored.
okay, seriously dunno wat to type bout alr.

♥LOVE THE PPL WHO ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. :D

really love you all.

k bye. :DDDDDDDDDDD

i keep it locked inside.
and you hold the key to my heart. ♥

hey peeps!!
:DDDDDDDDDD
getting very hyper nowadays cause *ahem!*,
lol.
only a few ppl will know what i mean.

really loving the song baby by justin bieber.
if you don't like the person, like the song.
ITS NICE. to me la. :D

everyone ard me are getting cuter.
seriously.
haixx.

competition is coming soon.
really nervous actually.
a message to ppl from tms sjab, esp my team:
lets try do our best can??? you may not care whats the outcome of the competition, but since we are participating in it, lets achieve something please. if not all our efforts are wasted. i don't wanna see that happen. at least ALLLLL of us try our best. even if the outcome is not what we want, its ok. at least, we TRIED, and did not give that bo chap attitude. we can cry together or laugh together after comp. don't say you don't care, and that you didn't even wanna go comp. all of us are in this, so ALL of us are going to try our best. not even one is suppose to say that you don't care. NOT EVEN ONE.

after competition, we will be NCOs alr.
lets all be GOOD NCOs.!!!
we shall be better than the previous batch k???
:DDDDDDD

sending my mother off later. she going philippines.
SORRY JASMINE! I DID NOT GO TUITION AGAIN! D:

i wanna go do sth alr.
byebye. :DD

is the situation getting better or worse???
i really wanna know....
do something please.... to let me know.
really.
i dun wanna wait anymore....

YO!!!!!!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! :D
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
'finally a post' would be soehartien's reaction.

anyway, yah, visiting AND doing homework. LOL.
k bye. short post. lazy.

LOVE THE SONG 'OH!'