HAPPY.

i feel so happy. (:
i can't stop smiling. (:

being on earth for about 16 years,
i can say that i have experienced much more ups and downs,
compared to many ppl my age.
not saying that i've had the worst.
however i know i'm still counted as one of the more fortunate ones.
but who doesn't want to have a happy childhood with no scars?
at the age of 10, i knew how to keep dark secrets to myself.
i also had to accept the harsh reality, and ridiculous stuff.
my childhood was not the normal innocent kind.
just when i thought everything would finally be normal again,
things just happen.
i've been a pawn in his life for so long,
and i just realised it.
thanks a lot.
really i appreciate it sooo much.
thanks for bringing me up really.
i've lost trust in you yet again.
but its fine. just do it your way.
its just not possible to get you two to talk amicably right?
why won't you two just TALK?!
you think its easy for me to see both of you treating each other like shit?
why must you all be so calculative?!
GET OVER IT ALR!
hello! its been 8 years!
and you're still enemies?!
i take my hat off to both of you.

people who still has a wonderful family,
appreciate it really.
it really hurts. trust me.

and you.
you really just pretend that nothing happened right?
fine. i'll do the same.
i should really stop myself from going closer to you.
but i can't bring myself to do it.
don't say things that you wouldn't do,
cause it just hurts me so badly.
i guess its time for me to cut off the string.
the string of hope.
because i know this does not do me any good.
it'll just hurt myself even more.
good luck to you.
i will try my best to be not around you.

burned not once,

but twice.
i swear there won't be a thrice.

CHALET WAS AWESOME!
i know kinda late, but still!
i'm so gonna post about it.
next time. :D
now lazy.

watched the mysteries of love ytd.
so sad! can't believe the guy did that.
broke up with the girl by saying some weird formula thing.
gosh.

sorry bird!
couldn't make it for ice cream session.
i'll make it up to you next time.
cheer up kay!!!
treat you ice cream. LOL.

today's holiday cause of olevel.
but oh well, not one of the best days i had.